14 weeks

For the past 2 days I’ve been having brown discharged. 


Just pray and pray. In Shaa Allah. 

Now I’m waiting for my turn to meet Prof Tan. 

BISMILLAH, may all be well. 

***************************************** 610pm appointment with Prof Tan.

Alhamdulilah obviously from the ultrasound baby was moving non stop. 

Happy mummy. I’m so glad you are all fine in there. 

A brother love

In Shaa Allah. ❤️

13 weeks 

Alhamdulillah, today marks the start of my 2nd trimester. 

Though I didn’t struggle with any morning sickness, I feel exhausted easily and hungry always. The taste bud suddenly changed tremendously. Ahhh….. I’m fine with that. Just love drinking juice, eating fruits and more fruits.  

Every night, basically I can’t wait to crawl to my bed. I am indeed blessed to have my husband whom assisted me with some of the house chores especially laundry and settling the son too. What will I do without you dear. Thank you for tolerating my whims too.  Heh. 

Since the holy month of fasting started, I attempted to fast but unfortunately I was unable to hold my fast till 10 am. Same case when I was pregnant with Lut Hanif 6 years ago. Importantly, what’s matter most is the mother carrying her child. I might putting the health of my baby at risk. No, Yes? Only Allah knows best. Different for everyone too. 

So…. When will I be seeing you baby? 20th June. I can’t wait for the scan. Perhaps we will know the gender by then. So exciting. 

Till then…..I love being pregnant. A beautiful journey it will be. In Shaa Allah. 

Alhamdulilah, Thanks Allah. 

11 weeks ~ a fetus

Miracles happen everyday. 

Allahu akhbar! Alhamdulillah.
Thank Allah for your rezeki. 

Peace be upon you, BABY L!

You are growing fast! 

My new Edd will be 15th Dec 2017. In Shaa Allah. 

Pls keep us in your prayers and may Allah ease this beautiful pregnancy journey of mine.  

To those out there trying to conceive, remember never never never give up. KEEP ON TRYING. 

Mummy will see you in 4 weeks time. 

For now be good, grow healthily and back to mummy’s last revision before that 3 mths break from school.

Yes exam,on Monday. 

I can do this. Wish mummy good luck okay! Amin. 

Rezki ~Daily reminder for us

9 weeks 


No morning sickness etc. Just feeling tired, swollen breast, occasional headache, cramping, woke up in the am to pee few times, sleeping discomfort.  

So far so good, still manageble. Alhamdulilah, Thanks Allah for letting me go through my 2nd pregnancy a smooth as my first one. 

Simply can’t wait for the ultrasound this coming Saturday. I pray all will be well… 

In Shaa Allah. 

6 weeks 5 days ~ the Heartbeat

Waited nearly 1 hr + and I was the last patient for the day. My heart was beating very fast. Feeling anxious and worried for this ultrasound.

Before the pelvic scan, Prof Tan asked me “How are you feeling this past few days ?”

“I’m hungry always and cramping leh!”
“That’s good, let’s scan! ”

“We should be seeing something right?”

“Don’t be pessimistic! ”

Lol Lydia Lydia….. 

I couldn’t believe my eyes, from the side of my eyes I could see something there at the monitor. YA ALLAH.

Prof Tan called the husband in and of course Lut Hanif the soon to be brother excitedly join in too.

“See there, can hear the heartbeat right.”

Alhamdulillah, Allah is great!

He answered my prayers. 

Yes, we saw and hear the baby heartbeat.

Alhamdulilah. Alhamdulilah. Alhamdulillah.

Edd will be on 25th Dec 2017.

Omg, a day before Mummy’s 37th. 

In Shaa Allah I can’t wait to see you my baby. *tears of joy*

Prof Tan would like to arrange another ultrasound in 3 weeks time. 

“This is still early. Hope the baby grow… I see you in 3 weeks times. Pls take care.  ”

Ya Allah, pls grow healthily my dear baby. I will see you on 27th May 2017.